I will make it in music :)
I can’t sleep, I never can anymore, all I do is play music.
I can’t wait till I move, but I don’t know where.
Should I move to utah where everything is set out for me and easy, or should I move to california where I have to work for it. This is to much
There was a time when my world was filled
with darkness, darkness, darkness
then I stopped dreaming now i supposed to fill
it up with something, something, something
in your I see the eyes of somebody knew before
long, long, long ago
but im still trying to make my mind up,
am i free or am i tied up
I change shapes just to hide in this place but I’m still, I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when i slip yeah i slip
I’m still an animal
There is a hole and i tried to fill up with money, money , money
But it gets bigger to your hopes is alwaysRunning,running,running
In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody of who could be strong
Tell me if I’m wrong
And now I’m pulling your disguise up Or you free or are you tied up
I change shapes just to hide in this place but I’m still I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip
I’m still an animalI change shapes just to hide in this place
But I’m still I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when I slip, yeah I slip
I’m still an animalI change shapes just to hide in this place
But I’m still, I’m still an animal
Nobody knows it but me when i slip yeah i slip
I’m still an animal
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Oh some evil spirit
Oh some evil this way comes
They told me how they fear it
Now they’re placing it on their tongues
Oh to see it with my own eyes
No food or water for the better part of ten months
Quietly he sat between the folds of a free trunk
Oh to see it with my own eyes
All the men of faith and men of science had their questions
Could it ever be on earth as it is in heaven?
The night is where I am home
I get this intense feeling like I am more than alive
Sitting on the side street is amazing
And best of all it is just you and I
Counting down the seconds everyday
We always hope that the time slows down
But as much as I would hate to say
It will pass us by before we can blink our eye(There is only one thing that I live for, its not the money or the fame but the passion from my core, that radiates it almost everyway, I wonder if it stopped would I feel ok. In fact I don’t think I would day or night, if I lost that feeling it would be the end of my life, nothing to push me into the dark, where my soul lights up brighter than the stars)
This lost sleep is a good memory
Always flashing thoughts to keep me busy
The girl in my dreams moves so eloquently
That it makes me want to sleep
But I will not sleep
I have given’ my time already
I know when I am most happy
At night when I can barely keep steadyThese summer nights over
Flashed by me like nothing
It seemed the other day I picked that clover
They will be back soon
Calmer quieter better than ever
One day this will happen
When I am at my greatest devours
One day when I am there
Please believe in what I say
Cause I’m running out of ways to convey
This lack of faith in myself
That’s becoming my own personal hellVicious cold now settles in
My bones feel like their breaking through my skin
Well god damn you you’re feeding on my loneliness
What an awful way to live, what a way to liveGet me out of this place
Cause I’m stuck in a rut and I can’t stomach the taste
My lungs are filling up with dust
I feel bruised and broken with no one left to trustVicious cold now settles in
My bones feel like their breaking through my skin
God damn you you’re feeding on my loneliness
But I will not let you in, I won’t let you in
I feel like shit, my body is falling apart. and dont even ask about my mental state. ha
Sleep don’t visit, so I choke on sun
And the days blur into one
And the backs of my eyes hum with things I’ve never done
Sheets are swaying from an old clothesline
Like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass
Was never much but we made the most
Welcome home
Ships are launching from my chest
Some have names but most do not
If you find one, please let me know what piece I’ve lost
Heal the scars from off my back
I don’t need them anymore
You can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars
I’ve come home
All my nightmares escaped my head
Bar the door, please don’t let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head’s splitting at the seams
And I don’t know if I can
Here, beneath my lungs, I feel your thumbs press into my skin again
Standing upon the rocks, I look out to sea
as the ships sail from my home, in search of
brave new worlds.
The sea beckons me to venture upon her
crest of blue, but my heart is held captive
by my love for you.
Let the young seekers set out to sea, for I
have traveled many voyages of her vast waters
with my sails of white cast against blue
gray skies, morning and night.
I have found peace in my heart and the joy
of your smile.
But when my time has ended, commit my body
to the sea.
There I’ll sleep beneath her dark waters
of the deep.
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